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If I move, if I speak, if I so much as blink, I'm going to lose this battle.

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Tabitha Suzuma
Age: 49
Born: 1975
Born: January 1
Writer
London
England
Tabitha Sayo Victoria Anne Suzuma
Lose
Loses
Moving
Speak
Going
Much
Blink
Battle
Move

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Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.
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Get through today – you can fall apart tomorrow. Get through tomorrow, you can fall apart the day after . . .
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Trying to describe my life and feelings to you is like trying to describe coulours to the blind, or music to the deaf. It's simply not possible.
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...and my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.
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Pressed up against him, I can feel the thud of his heart against mine, his ribcase expanding and contracting rapidly against my chest, the warm whisper of his breath tickling the side of my neck, the brush of his leg against my thigh. Resting my arms on his shoulders, I pull back a little to get a look at his face. But he isn't smiling any more.
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Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.
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At the end of the day it's about how much you can bear, how much you can endure. Being together, we harm nobody being apart, we extinguish ourselves.
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What else could he possibly have done? What choices did he ever have?
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I can’t tell you. I can’t tell you of all people. Throughout my life you were the one person I could turn to. The one person I could always count on to understand. And now that I’ve lost you, I’ve lost everything.
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I mean, at the end of the day, what the hell does it matter who I end up with if it can't be you?
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