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If I move, if I speak, if I so much as blink, I'm going to lose this battle.

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Tabitha Suzuma
Age: 49
Born: 1975
Born: January 1
Writer
London
England
Tabitha Sayo Victoria Anne Suzuma
Battle
Move
Lose
Loses
Moving
Speak
Going
Much
Blink

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...and my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.
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I would give anything to escape myself, Flynn thought, just for a day, just for a minute even. Just to know what it was like to think differently, to feel differently, and to not be me.
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It's always nice being wanted. Even if it's by the wrong person.
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Willa’s big blue eyes, Willa’s dimpled-cheeked smile. Tiffin’s shaggy blond mane, Tiffin’s cheeky grin. Kit’s yells of excitement, Kit’s glow of pride. Maya’s face, Maya’s kisses, Maya’s love. Maya, Maya, Maya . . .
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Pressed up against him, I can feel the thud of his heart against mine, his ribcase expanding and contracting rapidly against my chest, the warm whisper of his breath tickling the side of my neck, the brush of his leg against my thigh. Resting my arms on his shoulders, I pull back a little to get a look at his face. But he isn't smiling any more.
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Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.
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The sight of such aching beauty would infuse his soul with pain.
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You cannot undo the past you can only learn to live with it, find some way of making peace with it, and move on.
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I want to tell her that I can't pull her down. I want to tell her that she has to let go of my hand in order to swim. I want to tell her that she must live her own life. But I sense she already knows that these options are open to her. And that she, too, has made her choice.
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