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Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.

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Tabitha Suzuma
Age: 49
Born: 1975
Born: January 1
Writer
London
England
Tabitha Sayo Victoria Anne Suzuma
Falling
Apart
Otherwise
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Even though I'm surrounded by pupils, there is the invisible screen screen between us, and behind the glass wall I am screaming - screaming in my own silence, screaming to be noticed, to be befriended, to be liked.
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Trying to describe my life and feelings to you is like trying to describe coulours to the blind, or music to the deaf. It's simply not possible.
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If I keep breathing, then I have to keep living, and if I keep living, then I have to keep hurting, and I can't - not like this.
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She can't just be a face, a body there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone.
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Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.
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At what point do you give up - decide enough is enough? There is only one answer really. Never.
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If I move, if I speak, if I so much as blink, I'm going to lose this battle.
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He will think Lochan wasn't loved, but he was, more deeply than most people are in a lifetime.
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