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Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.

Tabitha Suzuma

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Tabitha Suzuma
Age: 49
Born: 1975
Born: January 1
Writer
London
England
Tabitha Sayo Victoria Anne Suzuma
Going
Falling
Apart
Otherwise
Fall

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Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.
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Get through today – you can fall apart tomorrow. Get through tomorrow, you can fall apart the day after . . .
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And this is something I must accept - even if, like acid on metal, it is slowly corroding me inside.
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