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I don't know when it started - this thing - bit it's growing, muffling me, suffocating me like poison ivy. I grew into it. It grew into me. We blurred at the edges, became an amorphous, seeping, crawling thing.

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Tabitha Suzuma
Age: 49
Born: 1975
Born: January 1
Writer
London
England
Tabitha Sayo Victoria Anne Suzuma
Started
Blurred
Bits
Suffocating
Growing
Ivy
Thing
Crawling
Like
Poison
Edges
Became
Seeping
Grew
Amorphous

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