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I wish I had a memory of that first violent shove, the shock of cold air, the sting of oxygen into new lungs. Everyone should remember being born. It doesn't seem fair that we only remember dying.

Lauren DeStefano

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Lauren DeStefano
Age: 40
Born: 1984
Born: October 13
Author
Novelist
Connecticut
United States
Firsts
Cold
Fairs
First
Memories
Fair
Wish
Violent
Everyone
Memory
Shove
Born
Air
Sting
Doesn
Birth
Oxygen
Seems
Dying
Lungs
Remember
Seem
Shock

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