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I kept getting high to kill my shame at the fact that I kept getting high.

Jerry Stahl

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Jerry Stahl
Age: 71
Born: 1953
Born: September 28
Autobiographer
Novelist
Screenwriter
Pittsburg
Pennsylvania
Herbert W. Day
High
Getting
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Facts
Kept
Shame
Kill

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