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No one who had never been depressed like me could imagine that the pain could get so bad that death became a star to hitch up to, a fantasy of peace someday which seemed better than any life with all this noise in my head.

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Elizabeth Wurtzel
Age: 52 †
Born: 1967
Born: July 31
Died: 2020
Died: January 7
Autobiographer
Journalist
Lawyer
Writer
New York City
New York
Elizabeth Lee Wurtzel
Peace
Noise
Pain
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Death
Fantasy
Better
Star
Never
Became
Hitch
Life
Head
Prozac
Like
Imagine
Depressed
Stars
Someday

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