I have no idea how to start doing something that doesn't connect with me or my soul, somehow.

I really like to have a coffee shop next door and be able to smoke a cigarette. I'm a city person I regard nature as something hostile and problematic. I do enjoy it when I get out there, but it is mostly against my will. It's a bit of an awkward thing to say - people really don't like it when you say that.

If you don't feel a true passion through work, you can't do it. It's not possible for me. I've never done TV. I've never done commercials. I've never done anything for money. I can't do it. I wish I could. It would be easier.