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So what if Brian made me feel like fireworks were going off inside me. He could also make me feel like a big fat clod of heartsick dirt. It was like he could take any emotion I had and make it ten times stronger. Which is great when it's happiness but pretty darn awful if it's anything sad.

Catherine Gilbert Murdock

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Catherine Gilbert Murdock
Age: 24
Born: 2000
Born: January 1
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Charleston
South Carolina
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